I want to be an educated vagabond, not a vagabond out of weakness. I don't want to do anything in my life out of weakness - because I could not be anything else, that's why I am a Vagabond - that is not my way. First I want to prove to the world that I can be anything that I want to be, but still I choose to be a vagabond - out of strength. then there is respectability even if you are a Vagabond, because respectability has nothing to do with your vocation, your profession; respectability has something to do with acting our of strength, clarity, intelligence. "
- Adapted from Osho..

P.S: One of the best ways would be,
mathematically denoting myself as below:

Let Cooldeep be some value 'x'.
Let 'x' = 0 ( Null Value )
Yes I am a " Null Value ", a " Nobody "...... & its really so satisfying to be a " Nobody ". No emulation, jealousy, ego, aims, ambition, rivalry... Just one Existential truth.... " To become the way God wanted me to be..."